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g]kfndf lgjf{w?kdf l5/]sf ljb]zL j:t'x?sf] k|of]un] ubf{ o'jfx?nfO{ cfk;]cfk b'Jo{;gL agfpFb} nu]sf] 5 . g]kfnL snf ;+:s[ltdf dfq ljb]zL ;+:s[ltn] k|efj kf/]sf] 5}g ha ls oxfFsf] /xg;x/gdf klg plQs} k|efj kf/]sf] 5 . h;sf] sf/0f slt o'jf hgzlQmx? nfu' kbfy{ h:tf] b'Jo{;gLdf g/fd|/L km;]Fsf] kfOG5 . ljz]if u/]/ !%–@%sf o'jfx?nfO{ o;n] g/fd|/L ufFh]sf] 5 . b'Jo;{gsf] nt;Fu} af]nLdf cfPsf] af+uf]l6+uf]kgn] klg g]kfnL ;+s[lt df}lnstfnfO{ g/fd|/L c;/ k'¥ofPsf] 5 . nfu' cf}ifwnfO{ cd[t dfGg]x?sf nflu ljif aGg] pkb]zx? cfh gsfd aGg yfn]sf 5g\ . nfu' cf}ifwdf kmF;]sfx?n] x'Fbf x'Fbf lhGbuL;Fu} z/L/ klg g+Uofpg yfn]sf 5g\ .   nfu' cf}ifwn] r]tgfdf c;/ ul/ dflg;nfO{ lgb|f nufpg], cr]t agfpg], pQ]lht agfpg] , zfGt agfpg], cfgGbLt t'Nofpg] cflb u5{ t/ o:tf] kbfy{ ckgfpg] JolQm Go'gtd lhDd]af/L k"/f ug{ g;s]/ c;dflhs ag]sf x'g eGg ;lsG5 . o;/L nfu' cf}ifwsf] ;]jg u]/] d[To' s'/]/ al;/x]sf JolQmx? st} xfd|f] kl/jf/df klg /x]sf 5}gg < z+sf ug'{ kg]{ cj:yf cfPsf] 5 .  z+sf u/]/ 5fgljg ubf{ s]xL lau|Gg a? 9'Ss eP/ a:bf ;d:of z'? eO;s]sf] x'G5 To;} o:tf] ntdf kl/;s]sf xfd|f ;dfhsf cyjf kl/jf/sf ;b:onfO{ Tof] ntaf6 5'6fpg xfdL ;a}sf] lhDd]af/L x'g hfG5 olb l9nf] ePdf Tof] ;d:of ljs/fn aGb} hfg ;S5 To;}n] oyf;So To; tkm{ ;r]t x'g'kg]{ x'G5 .

 

nfu' cf}ifw ;]jg ubf{ ;]jg ug]{ JolQmnfO{ t :jtM c;/ k5{ g} t/ o;n] l;+uf]  kl/jf/ / ;dfhnfO{ klg c5'tf] /fVb}g . g]kfndf slt nfu' cf}ifw b'Jo{;gL 5g\ eg]/ olsg geP klg ;/b/ g]kfndf @ nfvsf] xf/fxf/Ldf nfu' cf}ifw b'Jo{;gL /x]sf] tYof+s kfOG5 . To;df em08} &) k|ltzt t :s"n tyf SofDk;sf ljBfyL{x? /x]sf] Ps ;j}{If0fdf pNn]v ul/Psf] 5 . ljBfyL{x?n] cfk"maf6 ;fyLnfO{ klg nfu' cf}ifif ;]jg ug{ k|l/t u/]sf ljleGg pbfx/0fx? 5g\ . ljBfyL{x? cfk"mn] NofPsf To:tf cf}wifx? w]/}nfO{ a]rL yf]/} gfkmf lnFbf klg cfk"mnfO{ k};f x'g] ePsfn] o:tf] x'g;S5 ;fy} cfk"m;Fu k¥ofKt ;fyLx? x'g]x'Fbf pgLx?nfO{ To;k|lt Wofg hfg ;S5 . x'g t o;sf] klg nfdf] nx/f] g} /x]sf] x'G5 :s"nsf ljBfyL{x?af6 lslg;s] kl5 c?nfO{ ;d]t o;tkm{ cfsif{0f ug]{ u/]sf] w]/} j6f pbfx/0f k|i6 /x]sf 5g\ . ljBfno eGbf klg Kn; 6'df o;n] g/fd|/L xfFuf km}nfpFb} nu]sf] 5 . nfu' kbfy{n] ckl/lrtnfO{ ;lhn} kl/lrt agfpg] u5{ . To;}n] o;sf] ;~hfn km}ng' s'g} gf}nf] geO/x]sf] cj:yf 5 . ufpF ufpF, 6f]n zx/ ahf/ htftt} clxn] b'Jo{zgLsf] ;+Vof a9\b} uO/x]sf] 5 . cfdfafafsf] vNtLaf6 '? ePsf] of] nt cfˆgf] d[uf}nf a]Rbf;Dd sfod g} /x]sf] x'G5 . b]z ljb]zaf6 cfpg] u/]sf gzfn' kbfy{ ahf/df ;lhn} kfpg yfn] kl5 osf] kl5 bu'g]{x?sf] ;+Vofdf ef/L j[l4 x'Fb} hfg' Pp6f kl/jf/sf] ;d:of geP/ /fi6«s} ;d:ofsf ?kdf b]vf k/]sf] 5 .

b'Jo;gLn] ;]jg ug]{ a:t'x?df ufFhf, clkmd, r/];, x]/f]Og, ljleGg k|sf/sf 8«S; ldnfOPsf l;/Ghx?, ljleGg ldnfOPsf k]o kbfy{, /f]u lgjf/0fsf nflu k|of]u x'g] cf}iflwx?, km]lG;8n h:tf] vf]sLsf] cf}ififL ;d]t b'Jo{;gLn] k|of]u u5{g\ . gzf sd x'Fb} hfg yfn] kl5 :qLx?sf] dlxgfaf/L x'Fbf cfpg] /utnfO{ klg k|of]u ug]{ u/]sf] cWoogsf] qmddf kfOPsf] 5 5 eg] t/fO{If]qdf kfOg] dfp;'nf] k|hfltsf] leQLnfO{ klg k|of]u ug]{ u/]sf] kfOPsf] 5 . b'JozgLsf] cWoog ubf{ cGto cj:yfdf k'u]sf b'Jo;gLx?n] uf]kg ;k{nfO{ ;d]t cfk"mnfO{ 7'ufpg] u/]sf] cWoogdf b]lvPsf] 5 . z/L/sf ;a} c+ux? ljifn] el/Psf To:tf JolQmx? :j:y JolQmx?sf nflu klg 3fts x'g ;S5g\ . pgLx?sf] z/L/df cToGt} a9L ljif el/Psf] x'Fbf To:tf JolQmn] 6f]s] cyjf lryf]/]sf] v08df :j:y JolQmnfO{ gs/fTds c;/ kg]{ s'/f ;j]{If0fn] b]vfPsf] 5 .

b'Jo;gLx?n] To:tf g;fn' kbfy{ kfpgsf nflu h:tf] ;'s} sfd ug{ tof/ x'g] u/]sf] kfOG5 . ef]s eGbf a9L pgLx?nfO{ gzfsf] lgzf nfu]sf] cj:yfdf pgLx?n] tL j:t'x? kfpg ;s]gg\ eg] d[To" ;d]t x'g] u5{ . To;}n] To:tf a:t'x?sf] k|fKtLsf nflu pgLx?n] h:tf;'s} dxTjk"0f{ j:t'x? u'dfpg klg s'g} ;+sf]r dfGb}gg\ . otf To:tf b'Jo;gLn] Ps t ljjfxdf OR5f /fVb}gg\ ul/xfn] klg To:tf JolQmaf6 hlGdPsf ;Gtfgx? :j:y /xb}gg\ ;fy} dfgl;s ?kdf klg sdhf]/ /xg] s'/f Ps :jf:Oy ;j{If0fn] pNn]v u/]sf] 5 .

 

pgLx?n] o:tf j:t'x? sxfFaf6 Nofp5g\ eGg] ;gbe{sf] ;j]{If0f s] kfOG5 eg] :s"nsf 5fq5fqf h;n] nfu' cf}ifwsf] k|of]u u5{g\ ltgLx? w]/}h;f] k]|ldk|ldsfsf ?kdf /x]sf] kfOG5 . / Ps ;a]{If0fdf pNn]v u/] cg';f/ o:tfx?sf] ;+Vof em08} #$ k|ltzt /x]sf] 5 . k]|ldn] vfP kl5 k]|ldsf klg :jt To;sf] ntdf kg]{ u/]sf] pQm ;j]{if0fn] atfPsf] 5 . t/ s]6fx? eGbf s]6Lx? o;sf u|fxs /x]tf klg s]6fx? h:tf] emu8f ;Dd rfFxL lgDTofpg] ub}[gg\ . cyf{t s]6fx?n] em}+ emu8f u/]/ nfu' cf}ifw lng ;Sb}gg\ / bnfn cflbsf] e/ k5{g, h;n] ubf{ cg]s k|sf/sf zf]if0f ;d]t x'g] u5{g\ . clg k};f geP kl5 of}g zf]if0f u/fpg ;d]t kl5 kb}{gg\ h;sf sf/0f ;d:of emg a9\b} hfG5 . b'JozgLx?sf alrdf of}u ;Dks{nfO{ ;fdfGo g} dflgG5 . s]6L b'Jo;gLn] s]6f b'Jo{;gLnfO{ s'g} lxlRlsrfj6 of}gdf ;xof]u ug]{ u/]sf] tYof+sn] b]vfPsf] 5 . To;}n] b'Jo{;g;Fu} df}nfpFb} uPsf] of}g /f]un] klg /fi6«sf fd" 7"nf] r'gf}lt k:s]sf] 5 .

 

o;/L nfu' kbfy{sf] ;]jgLx?n] t kl/jf/df åGåsf] l;h{gf ub{5g\ h:t} k};fsf] nflu cfdfafa';Fu emu8f ug]{, >ldlt efO a}gLnfO{ g/fd|f] Jojxf/ ug]{ h:tf sfo{x? a9\b} hfG5g\ . h;sf] sf/0f cfdf a'jfdf klg dfgl;s lrGtfn] ;tfpb} hfG5 . olx dfWodaf6 ljZjdf dxf;+qmd0f /f]usf ?kdf kl/lrt P8\; h:tf] vt/gfs /f]un] k'/} ;dfhnfO{ ufFHb} hfG5 . nfhn] ubf{ /f]un] km}ng] c;/ /fd|/L kfPsf]5 h;n] ;dfhnfO{ k'/} cGwsf/do agfpF5 . To;}n] of] ;d:ofn] cfh k'/} /fi6«nfO{ g/fd|/L ufFh]sf] 5 . olb xfd|f] ;dfhdf klg o:tf b'Jo{;gLx? /x]sf 5g\ eg] a]n}df ;r]t x'g'kg]{ lbg cfPsf 5g\ . /, Wofg lbg'kg]{ s'/f s] 5 eg] xfd|f] kl/jf/sf] ;b:o klg To;df kmF;]sf] 5 5}g Vofn ug]{ x'G5 olb sf]xL kl/jf/df /fd|/L 3'nldn x'g rfxfFb}g, PsfGt dfq ?rfp5 . kl/jf/ tkm{ lg/f; x'G5 eg] kSs} klg s]xl x'g ;S5 Vofn ug'{kg]{ x'G5 . kl/jf/sf] sf]xL ;b:o PsfGtdf a:g rfxfG5, kfl/jfl/s ljifosf ukmx?df OR5f /fVb}g, PSn} a:g ?rfp5 eg] tkfO{n] kSs} klg p;dfly lgu/fgL /fVg' kg]{ x'G5 p;s} sf/0faf6 ;f/f ufpF ;dfhnfO{ c;/ k'Ug] sfd eO/x]sf] 5}g . b'Jo{;gLn] cfk"mn] cfk}m}dfq gi6 ub}{gg\ ;f/f ;dfhnfO{ g} gi6 ub}{ nfG5g\ To;}n] a]n}df ;r]t x'g' cfd hgtfsf] ;/f]sf/sf] ljifo xf] . c:t' . jiwanhridam@gmail.com